[ Hi Mathis! Geto yeeted out of the pyre as fast as he could, and is sitting on a bench at the boardwalk.
He's been pretty composed every week until now, but he's looking not great... running his hands through his hair, which he pulled out from his usual bun. ]
It was the most important thing to me, before. I thought that I needed to avenge my brother. That desire... wouldn't let me live a more normal life, and it was all... all fake to begin with.
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week 4, saturday, boardwalk
He's been pretty composed every week until now, but he's looking not great... running his hands through his hair, which he pulled out from his usual bun. ]
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he's just the kind of sad that's exhausted. out of tears, nothing left.]
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Gently tugs on Mathis so they are leaning against one another. ]
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I don't know... how much more we can-
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I can't tell you... what we can do but keep surviving.
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But I'm... I'm tired.
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I'm ready for this to be done.
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It's too much.
[and then on top of it all he's pretty sure he's misstepped with lavi so that's fine.]
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I'm just holding onto the idea of revenge against this cult.
[ haha violence! ]
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I'm not sure that would... help me much.
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Not much for revenge?
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[he shakes his head, posture slumping a bit.]
...I don't have it in me.
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[ He glances up. ]
Besides, revenge wouldn't make any of this okay.
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They need to be stopped permanently. If there's a nonviolent way to do that, we can explore it too.