scary: mathis

[turbulency]

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[cumulative]

It was the most important thing to me, before. I thought that I needed to avenge my brother. That desire... wouldn't let me live a more normal life, and it was all... all fake to begin with.

[he shakes his head, posture slumping a bit.]

...I don't have it in me.

[turbulency]

It's probably the healthy thing.

[ He glances up. ]

Besides, revenge wouldn't make any of this okay.

[cumulative]

Then... why do you still want it?

[turbulency]

[ He thinks back to another cult, and another question. ]

They need to be stopped permanently. If there's a nonviolent way to do that, we can explore it too.