scary: mathis

[turbulency]

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[cumulative]

I... I am too.

It's too much.

[and then on top of it all he's pretty sure he's misstepped with lavi so that's fine.]

[turbulency]

Yeah.

I'm just holding onto the idea of revenge against this cult.

[ haha violence! ]

[cumulative]

Then I hope-- I hope that you get it.

I'm not sure that would... help me much.

[turbulency]

[ he's not violent... ]

Not much for revenge?

[cumulative]

It was the most important thing to me, before. I thought that I needed to avenge my brother. That desire... wouldn't let me live a more normal life, and it was all... all fake to begin with.

[he shakes his head, posture slumping a bit.]

...I don't have it in me.

[turbulency]

It's probably the healthy thing.

[ He glances up. ]

Besides, revenge wouldn't make any of this okay.

[cumulative]

Then... why do you still want it?

[turbulency]

[ He thinks back to another cult, and another question. ]

They need to be stopped permanently. If there's a nonviolent way to do that, we can explore it too.