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[it's-- it's rough on him. he's curled in on himself, gaze downcast, almost like he's afraid to look up at geto; yes, he's told him what he is, but this...

it's different.]
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If nothing changes, then... yes.

[a little shake of his head.]

Someone else here believes they could fix me... but for now, I will. I likely should have already died, here, since I haven't had my memories maintained...
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...yes. I- thought I'd had seventeen years already, but I've really barely been alive at all...
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... everything that I can. I- I want to learn things, and be able to do more, and know more people--

[he's less hesitant, as he speaks, but. maybe a little choked up.]

I want to find out who I actually am, a-and genuinely love someone, and I don't...

I don't want to die, even if I really am a fake human.
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[he leans into him, and clings to that hand like a lifeline. maybe it is, in a way.]

Nona... was going to help, too.

[...his grip tightens, just a little.]

I don't want to see more people I care about dying, either, but... but in a place like this...

Don't go.
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...yes.

[despite the risks, despite everything.]

I'd decided that... if I found them, so that I could explain myself, and they were still willing to risk being paired with someone like me... that I would be their partner.
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I... I have, yes.

[he works fast, when he tries to do things.]
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Why wouldn't I tell you...?

[he likes geto? of course he doesn't mind.]

Um, but I don't know whether I can say that... I've been careful, just in case. Why...?
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Oh... weighing them against the risks-?
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It's... it's hard to say... um, but I think it's probably safe to tell you that one of the overseers did encourage me to try?

[so they seemed to think it'd be worthwhile.]
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Maybe, but I think that they're... doing what they can.

[sorry but he's a communal duckling and this does include war famine and pestilence.]
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M-my...!

[he flusters so fast help him]

She... w-we weren't exactly...
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[... and then once the initial surprise fades, he just seems-- subdued. a little sad.]

I- wanted to live happily with her. I truly did. But with my memories, I... the reason that I fell in love with her wasn't...

She should find someone who will truly... make her happy.

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