[ But whee, shadows are back, and Mathis going to find himself in a cold, terrible morgue.
You saw Haibara a few days ago, and now he's dead. He was one year younger than you.
Behind you, you can hear the heartbreak and betrayal in Nanami's voice. They were sent on a mission that was impossible for them to complete, because cursed spirits are plenty, but sorcerers are scarce. Nanami asks why they can't leave every battle to Satoru, as if he could be everywhere all at once. As if he deserved a life of nothing but violence.
But you can't blame him either. It's the responsibility that goes along with your power, and even if you would give anything for a different reality, you just have to bear it. ]
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[sorry but he's a communal duckling and this does include war famine and pestilence.]
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1/2
[he flusters so fast help him]
She... w-we weren't exactly...
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I- wanted to live happily with her. I truly did. But with my memories, I... the reason that I fell in love with her wasn't...
She should find someone who will truly... make her happy.
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You don't love her anymore?
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[so she shouldn't love him. he might end up dying, anyway, if he can't be fixed.]
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You don't want to be with her?
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She was in danger because of me, and I may not even live if I go back... but I still have the same feelings for her.
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[ Mathis has more rizz than him... ]
But it's not bad to look around either.
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I don't know whether that's a very good idea...
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But you're going to have a long life ahead of you, so.
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[but the important thing is for her to be happy, not him .]
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[ But whee, shadows are back, and Mathis going to find himself in a cold, terrible morgue.
Behind you, you can hear the heartbreak and betrayal in Nanami's voice. They were sent on a mission that was impossible for them to complete, because cursed spirits are plenty, but sorcerers are scarce. Nanami asks why they can't leave every battle to Satoru, as if he could be everywhere all at once. As if he deserved a life of nothing but violence.
But you can't blame him either. It's the responsibility that goes along with your power, and even if you would give anything for a different reality, you just have to bear it. ]
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[it's a nearly choked little sound, after seeing that scene. the morgue, the body, the sense that goes with it, that weight.
he-- realizes he's never really asked what geto did, back home, but seeing this...
mathis isn't surprised that he hasn't brought it up on his own.]
What... what happened to him-?
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He was killed by a cursed spirit. It happens sometimes to sorcerers like us.
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[but how do ghosts kill people-]
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My worm is one of them.
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[whAT]
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Ah- no. There are lots of different types of curses. My worm is a low grade one, it's not dangerous, especially like this.
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Nah, it's pretty harmless. Just kind of ugly.