When I was speaking with Scien about Karlach, he said that she just... needed to rest. I-it sounded as if he believed she would, over there, and I've always trusted his judgment...
He said that he... wouldn't be disappointed in me, if I chose not to continue.
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But it's very clear that it would only... hurt others, if I did, so even if I don't want this, I can't...
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I get that it's hard. But I don't know how much easier it'll be on that side.
You're still separated from someone. You're still watching people get hurt.
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He said that he... wouldn't be disappointed in me, if I chose not to continue.
[...]
But it's very clear that it would only... hurt others, if I did, so even if I don't want this, I can't...
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... In the letters, everyone does seem cheerful. I don't know if it's just because they're putting on a brave face, but maybe not.
So maybe I'm wrong... I just don't know if I trust it. It feels like dying makes escape more complicated, and our chances are already low.
But don't torture yourself to spare others.
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I just don't know if there are any good options. Why do you think it'd be better over there?
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[he misses them. he's so tired.]
But after some of the things Lavi said, I can't... I can't go.