scary: mathis

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[turbulency]

[ He pauses then, thoughtful. ]

... In the letters, everyone does seem cheerful. I don't know if it's just because they're putting on a brave face, but maybe not.

So maybe I'm wrong... I just don't know if I trust it. It feels like dying makes escape more complicated, and our chances are already low.

But don't torture yourself to spare others.

[cumulative]

That's... similar to what Lavi said. He asked what I would do there, and... what if it was worse, after all, to watch from a distance.

[turbulency]

[ He nods. ]

I just don't know if there are any good options. Why do you think it'd be better over there?

[cumulative]

I just... I wanted to rest, too. That was all.

[he misses them. he's so tired.]

But after some of the things Lavi said, I can't... I can't go.