[ His expression softens, and he judges Mathis' shoulder. ]
Yeah, it's not that different to losing someone. A type of grief over love you didn't get to have. [ He sighs. ] And it's okay if it takes time to mourn.
Even though it feels like we don't have any time at all here.
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I wouldn't go pick a fight with Satoru. He's pretty stubborn.
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[but he does pause.]
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He can just be thoughtless.
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Feelings suck. ]
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[lmao. he knows. he knows...]
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Sorry. We have bigger things to worry about anyway.
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... I'd like to see you happy. That's all.
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Thanks, Mathis. I'll be okay once I cool off a little bit.
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['i care about you, too, so...']
But if he doesn't at least apologize, I really will be upset with him...!
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[ I hope things don't get awkward with Lavi either. ]
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[then surely things will be fine with them and lavi.]
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Yeah. Are you doing okay, by the way?
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['i wish that he were able to let anyone else in for his own sake, but-'
his thought trails off there.]
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You're a better person than me. I'd probably obsess over it a while.
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he doesn't say it aloud, but thank you, thoughtshare.]
Um... well, we have... more to worry about.
[that's just what geto said a minute ago]
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[ Frowns. ]
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[maybe he shouldn't have said that.]
...I wouldn't say that I've... obsessed over it at all. But even if it isn't awkward, i-it's still...
It still hurts a bit to see him smile at me, sometimes.
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Yeah, it's not that different to losing someone. A type of grief over love you didn't get to have. [ He sighs. ] And it's okay if it takes time to mourn.
Even though it feels like we don't have any time at all here.
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[there's never any telling how much time there is.]
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[ also he nudging his shoulder not judging i really need to sleep ]
I get why you wouldn't want to show it in front of him too, but if you want to talk about it or just let yourself feel sad, I can sit with you.
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