scary: gojo

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[ He will be polite for once and not approach and cause noise because he knows he did wrong. Even keeping his thoughts quiet.

He also knows Suguru can sense him here, so... ]

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[ He sighs. ]

What do you want, Satoru.

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[ Stays over here with hands in his pockets. ]

Isn't it already obvious? I wanted to check up on you!

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[ He will turn to face him, just so Satoru can see how unimpressed he looks. ]

You mean you want to see the reaction you worked so hard to get.

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[ Fine, he will see his unimpressed expression, then look to the ground and elsewhere for a bit before looking back.

I was curious. It's my fault. I wanted to see another side of you I don't know. I want to know all of you... Every single piece. It's my fault. I want to remember every single thing about you. It's my fault—he closes his eyes. ]

I came to apologize. Surprise.

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[ The thoughts are— surprising, softening some of the iciness even though he can't be sure how much is genuine and how much is the curse.

He turns back around to the lake. ]

Than apologize.

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[ The blame curse really is out there. The thoughts flicker silent, but he is thinking... Trying to figure out the best way to apologize. He rubs his fingers through his hair... Dragging his hand down to rub his neck.

... ]

I'm sorry.

[ Straight-forward and simple makes the most sense to him. ]

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[ He brings one knee in toward his chest to rest his head against, the other leg dangling off what I assume is a pier leading into the lake. ]

Okay.

[ Are you? Or do you just not want me to be mad at you? ]

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[ You made a pier appear and I won't argue with it. He still doesn't approach, but he doesn't appreciate his words and intentions being twisted. There are times they need to be duplicitous, but there's no need here. ]

Hey.

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[ Immediately irritated, ] What?

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[ Don't get irritated back....... ]

I'm serious.

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[ Unfortunately, he can be stupid too....... ]

So what? I should just get over it because you apologized?

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I—[ DON'T GET IRRITATED BACK. ] Didn't say that.

I just wanted you to take my apology seriously.

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Are you taking it seriously?

[ He frowns, still staring straight ahead at the water. ]

Sometimes I wonder if everything is just a game to you. I don't want to be a toy that you poke at to see what I'll do.

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[ He's quiet the whole time, thoughts too not manifesting into voices. He lets himself get scolded, no talking back. What can he even say? That he wanted to be the center and reason for all of Suguru's facets? He got carried away? They're just excuses that don't need to be uttered. ]

... You're not a toy and I'm sorry for making you feel that way. If you don't want to see me for a while, I get it.

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[ Anyone that questions him for his friendship with Satoru really has no idea what kind of friend he is. He's infuriating and bull headed sometimes, but he's caring too, in his own way.

He sighs. ]

I want to see you all the time, Satoru.

[ Maybe that's the problem. ]

I just don't get why you did that.

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[ That is delusional speak, but Satoru does care in his own way. It isn't always nice, it isn't always obvious, but he does.

Even in this way, it's a display of care. ]

... Does it matter why? It wasn't a good reason to hurt you this much.

[ Just a little is fine, but he thinks it's unnecessary to explain himself. It was bad, Suguru didn't like it, and he won't be doing it again. ]

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[ He's quiet a moment, frustrated for reasons beyond this. Again, he's the one struggling while Satoru continues on.

Why does he keep falling behind? ]

Are you irritated I got in the way of your fun?

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[ I'm not—for the most part, his thoughts equal verbal output. ]

I'm not irritated. [ He's going to come closer. Is Suguru going to drive him away or add more distance? ] And it isn't anything like that.

[ You're never in the way. ]

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[ He can come closer. Suguru is just gazing mysteriously into the water. Haru, give him guidance.

Anyway, he doesn't quite believe it. ]

You don't think it's stupid to get jealous?

[ He feels like a toddler throwing a fit... ]

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[ Satoru comes on over and sits next to him, but not overly close. He doesn't want to take back what he probably doesn't deserve. Suguru knows him too well, unfortunately. ]

I mean, yeah. I do, but I wanted to see since you might get hotter jealous? And I wanted to be the reason.

[ Wait. I said I wasn't going to explain. HE IS SO FUCKING STUPID ]

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[ What.

Irritated again, ] So I'm not hot enough for you?

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[ damn..... It's my fault. ]

I didn't say hot, I said hotter.

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You. [ He doesn't even know how to respond. ] You taunted me because you thought it'd be hot?

[ He pauses. ]

Like some sort of sex game.

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Okay. When you put it that way, it sounds stupid.

[ IT IS STUPID ]