[ You made a pier appear and I won't argue with it. He still doesn't approach, but he doesn't appreciate his words and intentions being twisted. There are times they need to be duplicitous, but there's no need here. ]
[ He's quiet the whole time, thoughts too not manifesting into voices. He lets himself get scolded, no talking back. What can he even say? That he wanted to be the center and reason for all of Suguru's facets? He got carried away? They're just excuses that don't need to be uttered. ]
... You're not a toy and I'm sorry for making you feel that way. If you don't want to see me for a while, I get it.
[ Anyone that questions him for his friendship with Satoru really has no idea what kind of friend he is. He's infuriating and bull headed sometimes, but he's caring too, in his own way.
[ Satoru comes on over and sits next to him, but not overly close. He doesn't want to take back what he probably doesn't deserve. Suguru knows him too well, unfortunately. ]
I mean, yeah. I do, but I wanted to see since you might get hotter jealous? And I wanted to be the reason.
[ Wait. I said I wasn't going to explain. HE IS SO FUCKING STUPID ]
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Okay.
[ Are you? Or do you just not want me to be mad at you? ]
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Hey.
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I'm serious.
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So what? I should just get over it because you apologized?
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I just wanted you to take my apology seriously.
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[ He frowns, still staring straight ahead at the water. ]
Sometimes I wonder if everything is just a game to you. I don't want to be a toy that you poke at to see what I'll do.
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... You're not a toy and I'm sorry for making you feel that way. If you don't want to see me for a while, I get it.
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He sighs. ]
I want to see you all the time, Satoru.
[ Maybe that's the problem. ]
I just don't get why you did that.
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Even in this way, it's a display of care. ]
... Does it matter why? It wasn't a good reason to hurt you this much.
[ Just a little is fine, but he thinks it's unnecessary to explain himself. It was bad, Suguru didn't like it, and he won't be doing it again. ]
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Why does he keep falling behind? ]
Are you irritated I got in the way of your fun?
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I'm not irritated. [ He's going to come closer. Is Suguru going to drive him away or add more distance? ] And it isn't anything like that.
[ You're never in the way. ]
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Anyway, he doesn't quite believe it. ]
You don't think it's stupid to get jealous?
[ He feels like a toddler throwing a fit... ]
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I mean, yeah. I do, but I wanted to see since you might get hotter jealous? And I wanted to be the reason.
[ Wait. I said I wasn't going to explain. HE IS SO FUCKING STUPID ]
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Irritated again, ] So I'm not hot enough for you?
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I didn't say hot, I said hotter.
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[ He pauses. ]
Like some sort of sex game.
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[ IT IS STUPID ]
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He just closes his eyes for a second. ]
I wish I could care about things as little as you do sometimes.
[ He doesn't say it meanly, even though it sounds mean as hell, just... stating this difference between them. ]
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It's not like I don't care...
[ I like you as you are. As much as it can be annoying how much Suguru cares, it's a part of him... He wouldn't change that. ]
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Yeah, well. If you want to be ravished so badly you can hook up with Kanda.
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[ There's like a long pause, squinting... Because that is such a ridiculous thing to say. KANDA???
Are you sulking? ]
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Bluntly, lying, ] I'm not sulking.
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[ Samples a touch to see if Suguru will let him. ]
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