turbulency | scary: mathis

scary: mathis

[he nods-- he hasn't stopped crying enough to speak, still, but.

i wanted kanda to-- he should have--

...he really wanted him to live.]

[ listening... ]

You were close with Kanda.

[i wanted to be. maybe. i don't-- i don't know--

he shakes his head, still clinging.]

Edited 2024-07-13 02:44 (UTC)

It's okay.

[ He doesn't have to answer, but Geto isn't going to remain sitting here much longer.

So he just picks Mathis up, and carry him so that they can sit by the pyre. ]

[mathis lets him. no protests, this time, no insistence he can handle it. he's too low for that right now.]

I- I think I was... starting to be. Maybe.

[he said i was only going to get hurt.

guess he was right.]

Him and Lavi are both stupid like that.

[ He says it without heat, just quiet and reflective. ]

That's true of getting close to anyone.

Th-they are.

[he agrees, quietly, but without any force behind it on his end either. he loves lavi, he cares so much about kanda, but.

well, they are.]

I didn't want him to die.