[ Satoru goes quiet, still slumped in his seat, no longer holding an appetite to finish his tasteless food. Suguru really is the biggest problem for him right now and it is costing him sleep. ]
Later. [ For once, he's going to think it over instead of jumping onto decisions, but he gives off the air that there's sincere intent. He'll come to him later...
For now, something immediate as he straightens up in his seat: ] How do I make you feel less strongly that?
[ Satoru really deserves better. This is why he should make more friends.
He blinks, looking down at his uniform where the words disappeared during their conversation. Talking about it again brings a queasy feeling to his stomach, shame and fear roiling at the bottom of his belly. ]
[ Suguru is more than he can ask for... Suguru needs more friends. They really are back to this and he can see those emotions painted vividly on his expression.
[ He looks surprised, like he hadn't expected Satoru to notice, even though he's doing literally nothing about it. But he had thought maybe Satoru's objections came from a place of morality, but... maybe not. ]
... I don't know.
[ Wow, he's really irredeemable. ]
Even being here and talking to people, I don't feel any differently.
[ Back at home, he already took notice that his friend was tired and losing weight, but chalked it up with the amount of missions they were taking. Often sorcerers neglect themselves due to the lack of time...
However, this is different. How is he not supposed to notice when Suguru's face twists over the topic? He kicks him again. ]
But it's not an intense feeling.
[ he's trying to understand the gauge here... where is Suguru's mind? ]
[ Stop kicking him? He doesn't retaliate, a little exhausted by this conversation. ]
Not right now. I mean... we have more important problems to deal with.
[ He still resents non-sorcerers, but it's more like a simmering flame. They're not his main issue at the moment, so he's largely apathetic to their existence. ]
[ Just being normal, but being on somewhat the same page... And they can circle back to this later. Suguru promised he'd help him, after all. He doesn't know what that looks like when Suguru is the problem itself, but.
It's something? It's also annoying to not have it fixed right away. ]
I'll bring you some tasteless porridge... But at least it'd be warm from being heated in the pyre. Then, when you're sleepy, I'll tuck you into your leechless coffin.
[ He is actually quite bored where interacting with people is how he keeps occupied... Then there's also dealing with Suguru and all that comes with him, which is a different type of occupied. A stressful one.
This should be a break?! A vacation? It's awful?! ]
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Later. [ For once, he's going to think it over instead of jumping onto decisions, but he gives off the air that there's sincere intent. He'll come to him later...
For now, something immediate as he straightens up in his seat: ] How do I make you feel less strongly that?
[ He points to where those words are or were. ]
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He blinks, looking down at his uniform where the words disappeared during their conversation. Talking about it again brings a queasy feeling to his stomach, shame and fear roiling at the bottom of his belly. ]
Why would you want to?
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You are so annoying!!! ]
Because I can see that it bothers you!
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... I don't know.
[ Wow, he's really irredeemable. ]
Even being here and talking to people, I don't feel any differently.
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However, this is different. How is he not supposed to notice when Suguru's face twists over the topic? He kicks him again. ]
But it's not an intense feeling.
[ he's trying to understand the gauge here... where is Suguru's mind? ]
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Not right now. I mean... we have more important problems to deal with.
[ He still resents non-sorcerers, but it's more like a simmering flame. They're not his main issue at the moment, so he's largely apathetic to their existence. ]
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[ Just being normal, but being on somewhat the same page... And they can circle back to this later. Suguru promised he'd help him, after all. He doesn't know what that looks like when Suguru is the problem itself, but.
It's something? It's also annoying to not have it fixed right away. ]
If it flares up, tell me.
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You're making it sound like I have disease.
[ Like herpes or something. ]
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[ hehehehe. ]
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[ nurse gojo... ]
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[ nurse gojo (evil)... ]
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I'll bring you some tasteless porridge... But at least it'd be warm from being heated in the pyre. Then, when you're sleepy, I'll tuck you into your leechless coffin.
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Why're you fantasizing about playing nurse? That bored?
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[ He is actually quite bored where interacting with people is how he keeps occupied... Then there's also dealing with Suguru and all that comes with him, which is a different type of occupied. A stressful one.
This should be a break?! A vacation? It's awful?! ]
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[ be lazy... take a nap ]
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I slept more last night.
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[ you better be honest ]
Keep at it then
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Got any beauty sleep last night?
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Yeah, can't you tell?
[ isn't he looking beautiful? ]
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squints even harder. ]
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flicks a bean at him ]
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It's not like you're trying to impress anyone here.
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