she just - starts crying. just awful, exhausted, hiccupping sobs. she thuds her head against the barrier and cries, because she doesn't know what else to do. she's so tired. she's done something that is so absolutely, soul-wrenchingly out of her bounds of morality that she can't quite handle it, and she's still alive to deal with it.
being forgiven just feels a little like salt on the wound.]
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she just - starts crying. just awful, exhausted, hiccupping sobs. she thuds her head against the barrier and cries, because she doesn't know what else to do. she's so tired. she's done something that is so absolutely, soul-wrenchingly out of her bounds of morality that she can't quite handle it, and she's still alive to deal with it.
being forgiven just feels a little like salt on the wound.]