[ Childishly, he matches Suguru's energy. Yes, he should have. Yes, he was negligent. He admitted it. It doesn't need to be repeated. Catching himself, he tries to placate himself, even though Suguru's tone incites the will to fight.
Satoru thought he was careful and showed consideration in a different way than he normally would... Trying to find the right time, even though it slipped through the cracks and opportunities passed thanks to his selfishness. An intentional silence was in mind to let Suguru spill all he can and wants, quickly foiled when those inflammatory questions escape his lips.
Satoru's mind, his heart, his whole soul knows he wronged him, but his body moves to the fury that ignites in his core. The hand on Suguru's wrist swaps to grabbing him by the collar, violently tugging him closer.
Eyes wide, teeth grinding, he's looking like a wild animal ready to bite... A wounded animal, lashing out from the pain. ]
Were you always such an idiot?! [ He violently jostles Suguru, trying displace the hand against his eyes. The volume rises and rises. ] You're my best friend and I care about you! Not enough?! Do I have to spell it out?! I was concerned because I care about you! I stuck close because I like being with you!
[ A silence rolls in, but he breaks it. Quieter, but tone still sharp. ]
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[ Childishly, he matches Suguru's energy. Yes, he should have. Yes, he was negligent. He admitted it. It doesn't need to be repeated. Catching himself, he tries to placate himself, even though Suguru's tone incites the will to fight.
Satoru thought he was careful and showed consideration in a different way than he normally would... Trying to find the right time, even though it slipped through the cracks and opportunities passed thanks to his selfishness. An intentional silence was in mind to let Suguru spill all he can and wants, quickly foiled when those inflammatory questions escape his lips.
Satoru's mind, his heart, his whole soul knows he wronged him, but his body moves to the fury that ignites in his core. The hand on Suguru's wrist swaps to grabbing him by the collar, violently tugging him closer.
Eyes wide, teeth grinding, he's looking like a wild animal ready to bite... A wounded animal, lashing out from the pain. ]
Were you always such an idiot?! [ He violently jostles Suguru, trying displace the hand against his eyes. The volume rises and rises. ] You're my best friend and I care about you! Not enough?! Do I have to spell it out?! I was concerned because I care about you! I stuck close because I like being with you!
[ A silence rolls in, but he breaks it. Quieter, but tone still sharp. ]
Look at me.