[ lmao no because he doesn't quite understand his trauma enough to elaborate or explain it... i'm sorry... he's stupid...
No, don't yank away! He's going to hold on. ]
I was going to! But so much kept happening that I forgot sometimes! [ that isn't an excuse, but it is the reality. ] I...
[ Damn, there are so many emotions and it isn't even about him. Is he well-equipped to understand everything he feels? Not really, but some of it is too familiar. Whenever they were together, he softened the edges and he could relax a bit. He enjoyed every single second, even if it came at his expense sometimes. It was fun.
He missed him.
... That isn't an excuse, no. He shouldn't have one. His shoulders slump even though he's gritting his teeth. ]
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No, don't yank away! He's going to hold on. ]
I was going to! But so much kept happening that I forgot sometimes! [ that isn't an excuse, but it is the reality. ] I...
[ Damn, there are so many emotions and it isn't even about him. Is he well-equipped to understand everything he feels? Not really, but some of it is too familiar. Whenever they were together, he softened the edges and he could relax a bit. He enjoyed every single second, even if it came at his expense sometimes. It was fun.
He missed him.
... That isn't an excuse, no. He shouldn't have one. His shoulders slump even though he's gritting his teeth. ]
I should have.